Thursday, March 26th, 2026 08:01 am
When I posted about George Gissing’s The Odd Women, I commented that it was indeed an odd book, but I think I undersold or perhaps did not yet understand the sheer oddness of Gissing’s work, not only in a 19th century English context but just in terms of English literature in general.

This is even more obvious in New Grub Street, which takes as its cast a motley crew of struggling writers in 1880s London, and as its themes money and love. More specifically, its themes are:

1. Poverty is horrible and degrading and undermines every other facet of life; and

2. Money is a necessary but not sufficient condition for love. That is to say, you can have money but not love, but love without money cannot last.

Of course these themes are implied in other books (think of Jane Austen’s characters breathlessly discussing the marriage prospects of so-and-so who has thus-and-such pounds a year), but I don’t think I’ve ever seen them expounded with Gissing’s brutal clarity. It’s bracing, stimulating not always to total agreement but certainly to deeper thought, for instance about the fact that people marry not only because they fall in love with an individual but because they love the image of the lifestyle and status they think they’ll have with that person.

Gissing has the Zola-like gift of creating an ensemble cast of characters who illustrate different facets of his theme while also being interesting and individual people in their own right. Gissing is trying to give them all a fair shake, to portray them all so clearly that we can see why they act the way they do. Readers may or may not find it in our hearts to sympathize, but that will be our own decision, not a result of Gissing putting his finger on the scale.

--Sensitive Edwin Reardon, who married upper-middle-class Amy on the strength of one well-received novel and now suffering immense writer’s block. Amy fell in love with both Edwin and the idea of being a successful novelist’s wife, and is appalled to see this dream crumbling under what appears to her to be his refusal to work.

As I’ve struggled with writer’s block for the past couple of years, I feel a great sympathy for Edwin: he quite literally cannot write anything good right now! It’s not his fault! But I can also see why it doesn’t look that way to Amy and her family, especially because the social rules of 1880s London mean there is no graceful road of retreat. Not only is it impossible for Amy to get a job (this is literally unthinkable: not one character ever even imagines it), but now that Edwin has set up as a full-time writer, the whole family would lose caste if he took a job for wages.

--Jasper Milvain, debonair man about town who approaches writing as a business and forthrightly says his goal is to earn a thousand pounds a year. A character type who in many books would be a villain, and I won’t say that he’s not just a bit villainous at times, but he’s also a complex character who definitely has a point. In the tradition of an Austen baddie, he ends up perfectly happy with himself and his choices.

--Alfred Yule, a cranky aging writer of moderate abilities who was never very financially successful, and married a working class woman because he never made enough to support a wife of his own class. There’s a section where Gissing lists a whole bunch of similarly positioned writers who made a similar decision and makes it clear that he thinks this is pretty much always a mistake that will lead to marital disharmony.

--Marian Yule, Alfred Yule’s daughter and assistant, who is to an ever-greater extent perhaps simply writing his articles for him. (We also get a glimpse of two other women writers in Jasper’s sisters, who at Jasper’s suggestion take to writing Sunday school stories to support themselves.)

--Whelpdale, an unsuccessful writer who makes a success of it telling other writers how to write to market. A jolly young man despite all his setbacks.

--Harold Biffen, an extremely poor though talented writer of the realist school who sticks fast to his principles and loves discussing Greek and Latin literature with Edwin Reardon. Would be the tragically romantic starving artist in a garret in another book. Unfortunately wound up in a Gissing book instead.

Having set these and various other figures going, Gissing simply observes them, like a naturalist watching a particularly interesting species of cockatoos. The result is absorbing, as [personal profile] skygiants and [personal profile] genarti can attest, having been subjected to various rants and wails as I tore through the back half of the book. Highly recommended on account of quality, recommended cautiously on account of emotional intensity.
Thursday, March 26th, 2026 10:14 pm
Hoping we got the list right, let us know in the comments if we missed something! A couple of people had suggestions for other artists we could do a similar poll for, more suggestions welcome.

Poll #34415 Fave Twice title tracks
Open to: Registered Users, detailed results viewable to: All, participants: 4


What are your favourite Twice title tracks?

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Like Ooh-Ahh
0 (0.0%)

Cheer Up
1 (25.0%)

TT
1 (25.0%)

Knock Knock
0 (0.0%)

Signal
2 (50.0%)

Likey
1 (25.0%)

Heart Shaker
0 (0.0%)

What Is Love
1 (25.0%)

Dance the Night Away
0 (0.0%)

Yes or Yes
0 (0.0%)

The Best Thing I Ever Did
0 (0.0%)

Fancy
1 (25.0%)

Feel Special
0 (0.0%)

More and More
0 (0.0%)

I Can't Stop Me
0 (0.0%)

Cry For Me
0 (0.0%)

Alcohol-Free
0 (0.0%)

Scientist
1 (25.0%)

The Feels
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Talk That Talk
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Set Me Free
0 (0.0%)

One Spark
1 (25.0%)

Moonlight Sunrise
0 (0.0%)

I Got You
1 (25.0%)

Strategy
0 (0.0%)

Takedown
1 (25.0%)

This Is For
0 (0.0%)

Me+You
1 (25.0%)

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Thursday, March 26th, 2026 11:40 am







Dreamflower in Memoriam

Namárië, [personal profile] dreamflower.
May your journey into the West be peaceful.
 
Thursday, March 26th, 2026 10:41 am
Every so often, I post an analysis of how I chose my recent fic titles! I wasn't expecting to be posting another roundup only three months after the last, but I've launched into this year with a startling quantity of writing.

In reverse chronological order, my fic titles so far this year:


Rambling about why I chose fic titles. )


My last couple of Goes Wrong Show fics have been less popular than my others on AO3; it's a small fandom, so nothing gets a huge readership, but the drop from around fifteen kudos to two kudos still caught my attention. I'm not panicking about this - they got a lovely response here on Dreamwidth, so I'm happy! - but it did make me wonder whether there was a reason. Did people drift away from the fandom after Christmas Carol Goes Wrong ended its run in theatres? Did I mess up the summaries somehow?

It took me an embarrassingly long time to realise the answer: my last two fics heavily reference Robert banging Chris's mother, and it simply had not occurred to me that this may not be a selling point for the majority of Robert/Chris shippers. I forget sometimes that not everyone is as delighted by this as me.
Thursday, March 26th, 2026 09:48 am
Happy birthday, [personal profile] robling_t!
Thursday, March 26th, 2026 10:12 am
My last fic of 2017, written for [personal profile] nightingalesighed in a Secret Santa organised by the Shadowhunters Rarepair Network.

Title: breakthrough.
Fandom: Shadowhunters (TV show).
Character/Pairing: Isabelle Lightwood/Raphael Santiago.
Rating/Warnings: T. References to addiction.
Summary: After defeating Valentine, Isabelle and Raphael have time for themselves.
Word count: 1.3k.

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-From where Raphael was sitting, the victory against Valentine had felt a little anticlimactic. The celebration, moreover, awkward. He couldn't say he felt comfortable in a room where Garroway was getting drunk and praising the Shadowhunters as if the last few days hadn't happened.
But he couldn't begrudge the celebration to one Shadowhunter in particular, of course.
Despite not really feeling up to it, he'd come to the Hunter's Moon; not only out of a sense of responsibility with his Clan, but because he hoped to see her. He feared he was starting to come across as predictable, but where he was concerned, she had her own gravity.
Perhaps the feeling was mutual, because Isabelle took that moment to approach him, two champagne glasses in her hands and a teasing smile on her face.
"I don't think this is your scene."
Raphael couldn't help but return the gesture, accepting the glass she coquettishly offered. She looked beautiful that night, and so he told her.
"The red suits you," he added.
She laughed, bringing her glass up for a toast. When they finished, she looked at him, pondering.
"You really don't want to be here, don't you?"
"It's not my scene," he repeated, shrugging.
"Do you wanna go for a walk?" she asked, maybe a little uncharacteristically shy.
Raphael looked around, trying to locate his people. In all honesty, they didn't seem to need their leader to control everything from the shadows. So he nodded, letting himself be guided by her hand to the exterior.
Out there, still with their hands intertwined, they walked, aimlessly, in a pleasant silence.
After a while, he realized Isabelle had left the place without any jacket, so he took off his own and offered it to her. She accepted it with a weird expression, as if she couldn't decide if she thought it old-fashioned or charming.
Then they both noticed that they had arrived at Raphael's place, and a specter of tension fell over them, as they were reminded of the previous occasions they'd met there.
Raphael was about to offer to accompany her to the Institute when she asked if he wanted to come in. Her face was resolute and just the wrong side of nervous, and despite the alarm that rang in his head, he understood what she wanted. It was a way to prove to herself, and to him, that they could do this. That they could keep seeing each other, act normally. Prove that they were past it.
He thought it was tempting fate, but he wasn't going to say no. He didn't want to say no.
Once inside, Raphael asked her, his voice a little rough, if she wanted anything to drink.
"Just water," she said, as she took off the jacket and sat on the couch, "I've had enough champagne today."
Raphael went for it to the kitchen. Usually, this was the part of his routine where he ate, but he wasn't that keen on tempting fate that day.
When he came back, Isabelle had taken off her shoes and tucked her feet on the couch, her hands twitching on her lap. When he approached, however, she greeted him with a bright smile, and drank half the glass in large gulps, leaving the rest on the table. Raphael felt his skin crawl and immediately got a coaster. Isabelle yielded and moved the glass, raising her hands in a very unapologetic mea culpa.
"So... we're doing this?"
She said that pointing between them, and clearly, she wasn't just talking about that particular moment.
"We're doing this," he echoed.
"Good," she replied, cheerful and bold. "And how do you feel about making out?"
"I'm more than fine with it, as long as we never call it that."
"I guess you don't like 'necking' either, then. Frenching, macking—?"
"'Kissing' is just fine," he interrupted her, touching her face. She closed the distance between them, placing a hesitant kiss on his lips. Raphael dropped his hand, caressing her hair, her neck, her arm. Isabelle shuddered, and buried her fingers in his hair, pulling just a little.
The kiss was light, soft, and they both let their hands wander slowly over the other. Raphael wrapped her waist with his arm, touching the skin left uncovered by the dress, when she moved away brusquely. He took his arms off her, and just as he was going to ask, he saw she was trying to cover a yawn with her hand.
"Was it that boring?" he teased her. She shook her head, amused.
"What have I become?" she protested.
"You can stay and go to sleep. I'll lend you some clothes." If you were going to tempt fate, better to go all in. "Emphasis on the lend," he added.
She nodded, and they walked into the bedroom. Raphael gave her some of the very few comfortable clothes he owned, a black t-shirt and pants he used for training, and looked at her in amusement as he saw her walk into the bathroom to change. He decided to change in his room, then.
When she came out, he noticed that the clothes didn't clash too much with her, albeit they were a little loose. He also saw how she gripped her shoulder, imperceptibly grimacing with pain.
"Is everything alright?"
"Yeah, yeah. It's just an old wound that bothers me from time to time."
She said that with a tired smile, seemingly lost in her thoughts.
"Do you want me to help with that?"
"Sure."
She sat, a little hesitant, on the bed, moving the shirt and her hair out of the way to leave the shoulder uncovered. He stood behind her, rubbing his hands together to try to warm them up, and proceeded to apply pressure, carefully. It mostly seemed she had multiple knots in the area, likely from carrying herself differently to compensate for the pain. That, unfortunately, would need more than a simple massage.
When he finished, he covered her again with the shirt, sliding his fingers over her shoulder. She stood up, and both got into bed.
"You know," she said, clearing her throat as she turned her back on him, "for an ace guy, you're really into foreplay. Not that I'm complaining."
"Ace?"
"I did a little research."
He laughed, surrounding her with his arms, and kissed her shoulder. She moved so she could intertwine their fingers.
"Good night, Isabelle."

As usual, Raphael woke up at an ungodly hour. He decided to take advantage of the fact that Isabelle was still asleep to order some food to cook her breakfast. He waited for her in the kitchen, because one had to put some limits, and bread crumbs on his bed was one of them.
Isabelle wished him a good morning when she finally got out of bed, and after thanking him, she started eating. Every time he cooked he ended up missing real food, and with Isabelle, who ate with unending enthusiasm, the feeling multiplied exponentially.
"I should go;" she said, as she finished the juice, "they probably need me at the Institute."
He nodded, trying not to feel disappointed. Isabelle approached him, and kissed his cheek.
"I'll go change."
She came back from the room with last night's dress, and sat down on the couch to put on her shoes again. When she was ready, she grabbed his jacket, still in the same spot she'd left it.
"I think I'll need this. It's really chilly out there."
"Is it?"
"Yes."
He shook his head, pretending to be surprised, and walked her to the door. Once there, Isabelle leaned in for one last, long kiss.
"Call me."
He watched her leave for a few seconds, and then he went straight to the fridge, where he grabbed a blood bag he started to drink in small sips. He hadn't realized how much he'd been repressing his thirst until that very moment.
He stood by the window, the blood bag still in his hands, and saw how Isabelle stopped for a second in the middle of the sidewalk, to raise her head and bask in the sunlight.
Thursday, March 26th, 2026 08:35 am
It's challenge time!

Comment with Just One Thing you've accomplished in the last 24 hours or so. It doesn't have to be a hard thing, or even a thing that you think is particularly awesome. Just a thing that you did.

Feel free to share more than one thing if you're feeling particularly accomplished! Extra credit: find someone in the comments and give them props for what they achieved!

Nothing is too big, too small, too strange or too cryptic. And in case you'd rather do this in private, anonymous comments are screened. I will only unscreen if you ask me to.

Go!
Wednesday, March 25th, 2026 10:50 pm
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[community profile] vforvictoryexchange, a multi-fandom exchange about V-shaped polyamory ships, is open for nominations until March 27th, 10PM Eastern.

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[community profile] narniaexchange, a community/exchange based on the Chronicles of Narnia books/movies is running a adult oriented prompt fest on AO3. Prompting is open and will close on March 30th.

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Sunset Archive, a site using AO3's code dedicated to F/F, NB/F and NB/NB fanworks, is running its inaugural prompt meme. Prompting will close on March 31st but fills are open indefinitely.

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Thursday, March 26th, 2026 04:30 am
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Wednesday, March 25th, 2026 08:48 pm
The last few days have been focused on garden planting. Of course there has been the endless war against grass.  It feels like a sisyphean task to beat back the grass, but bit by bit I'm winning.  Last year I gave up and weedwhacked.  This year there is still some tall grass to go, but the main part of the garden is pretty well under control.  Here is a picture of the back of the garden. The tank is two feet tall. I think the fava beans in them are 3 feet tall.  The fava beans are being grown for "green manure" so I guess I should chop them down now.  I pulled one out the other day and it's roots were covered with little white nodules of nitrogen.  The grass is so lush because about 4 years ago I had a truckload of wood chips dumped in this area. They are now composted down some and are providing a wonderful nutrient source. 


Of course there are also those dratted foxtails. Far fewer than a  couple of years ago. All the seed heads are going into bags and into the fire. 
The green house is full of lettuce, tomatoes, dill and hyssop.  I've planted out most of my tomatoes already, there is no frost in the forecast, and although it could freeze, I'll take the chance. Some of the lettuce has been planted out and protected from the goldfinches. 




All over the garden there are little pops of color like this lewisia that has been sulking in the Henry St garden. 


The miniture geum has been blooming for a month and shows no signs of stopping soon. 


Over at the potting table there is a new (gray) shelf. This wall had a couple of hose hangers on it which were really not useful at all. 


Out in the pasture I'm having a struggle with Firefly. She is being a typical horse and grazing the same places every day instead of eating down the pasture evenly, which is what I want.  She is only one pony, and at this point she only gets about 3 hours of grazing per day (or she would get too fat). Right now she is being confined to an area about 15 x 25 feet. It takes her a day and a half or so to eat that much.  Then she can go to the next section...  Fortunately she has a lt of respect for electric fences. 


Back at Henry St the builders are jack hammering out the foundation. The new one should be poured next week.


Wednesday, March 25th, 2026 11:47 pm
So to speak.

I think the denouement is not quite what it should be, and sticking the ending is vital.

But I think that will be the work of another revision 
Wednesday, March 25th, 2026 11:47 pm
Assignment in Brittany by Helen MacInnes

A thriller about an British undercover agent in Brittany, in 1940. The work was published in 1942.

Read more... )
Wednesday, March 25th, 2026 11:10 pm
Reading
  • Read some more of Braiding Sweetgrass by Robin Wall Kimmerer. I'm enjoying it, but it really is slow going. Book club is next Tuesday, so I think I'm gonna try to listen to the audiobook at work instead/in addition so I can finish in time.
  • Ficwise, still doing a lot of JunDylan. I would like to also be reading NutHong, but the pickings there are uhhh slim.
Watching
  • The roommate and I finished Century of Love. I enjoyed it! DaouOffroad were fantastic, as expected, but I really liked the supporting characters a lot too.
  • The roommate and I watched more of Running Man Thailand. We finally managed to get episodes 3 and 4 to play! This show is so fucking funny and I love everyone on it <3
  • The roommate and I started watching Caged Again. I was looking for something kind of silly after the seriousness of Century of Love, and figured a penguin shapeshifter romance would work. It is silly! And strange lol
  • The roommate, best friend, and I watched the latest episode of Cat for Cash. Lots of sweet stuff and some sad stuff too. Looking forward to the last episode.
  • The roommate, best friend, and I watched the latest episode of Duang With You. I love TeeTee and Por's dynamic so much, ugh. Their autistic4autistic vibe is so compelling, especially up against Qin's ex. I'm glad that that arc appears to be over.
  • The roommate, best friend, and I watched the latest episode of Only Friends: Dream On. Rome is such a simp and I continue to love him, but I'm also really starting to like Raffy separately too. I'm always in for a bitchy little rich boy with parent issues! Boston on the other hand, I need him to fuck off and leave baby Tua alone.
  • The roommate, best friend, and I watched the latest episode of Yesterday. I'm a little sad we skipped past Kelvin thinking Vier was dead, but the drama was still fun! Also love that the girls are having such a wholesome romance in the background of everything else lol
  • The roommate, best friend, and I watched the latest episode of My Romance Scammer. Cute cute cute! I love Tim trying so hard to win Pai back while Pai tries very hard not to still be in love with him. And OhmPoon continues to be adorable, dang.
  • The roommate, best friend, and I watched more of My School President. So many feelings, so much cuteness :)
Listening
  • Nothing really in particular, just random t-pop videos in the evenings.
Writing
  • I finished my [community profile] songkranexchange assignment! I think it turned out pretty well, especially for my first time writing that ship.
Learning
  • Did a little Japanese practice with the hiragana quiz that [personal profile] mothereader linked last week (thank you!!). Oof, it was tough.
  • Did some Thai alphabet learning! An account I follow on ig did a five part series on what symbols to know to be able to read the most common signs and things in Thai. I think I've got the ones from the first part down!
Wednesday, March 25th, 2026 10:51 pm
That's what we're being driven to. Nursing is probably pissed at me because I refuse to do one of my classes online. It's for the freshman. No, we're not. So far these online classes are a nightmare of failing software.

We had a pointless all-school meeting (we do every month) and I'm like why are we voting on this? It's mandated by the state. We have to do it.

Sigh. And again no one but me cares.

Maybe others might have thoughts/suggestions. I'm thinking I'm revealing one character's backstory too much too soon. I think I would like it to remain hidden a little longer but the problem is Asha (a detective) knows his secrets. Lilian (her new partner) would ask about this guy. His employee is the sex worker/dancer who is killed in chapter 1. She would ask. So I'm like great now everyone knows his secret and we're only in chapter 4.

I'm not sure I see a good way around it other than maybe his history isn't as well known as I thought but really that makes no sense either. He was taken by a m ajor sex trafficker as a child. Asha knows what Goren did to children. He was one of those they couldn't make things stick to (rich buddies buying him out of trouble) so not sure how to write my way out of this hole. Maybe it's not as disappointing as I think it is.

Yoga went really well tonight. She modified it so I could do 90% of it but one thing I did (and easily) was one that it was easy to move past my natural joint movement into bad zones (which I often can't tell because of my condition) and I think that elevated butterfly move pulled my groin. Rolls eyes.

What I Just Finished Reading:

With Friends Like These by Alissa Lee


What I am Currently Reading:


Violet Thistlewaite is not a villain any more so far, I really like this one

Back to Zombie Day Care just to get it over with and tick off a few challenge boxes


What I Plan to Read Next: The Death Card (an arc I just got in the mail) and The Book woman of troublesome creek for the book club
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Wednesday, March 25th, 2026 08:10 pm
 

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Pass it on wherever you like.

 
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